Thoda sa Aasma!!

Whenever I gaze at sky .... I can see darkness ... vastness ... endless.... holding lot of secrets .... a silence ... which speaks something .... lot of stars glittering ... sparkling ... smiling ... looking at us .. Amazes with its beauty ... yet so dark but so lightened ... so vast but so clustered ... scattered still so bonded .... All the stars looks different but still in same sky ... twinkling in a coordination .. .. so organised ... so beautiful ... These stars are not scared of anyone ... they have their own space ... their world ... they owe it ...This is the God's best creation ...

I wish there could be space for me in this sky .. in this world ... I could have my own pace of sky ... I could owe it ... and decorate it with my wishes ... love .. bond.. care ... Will i ever have my own space ... my Aasma ... where life would be the way I want it ... I could do the things ... that I want ... Will I ever have my own "thoda sa Aasma" .. ??

Sasural Genda phool !!

I love to listen songs when am travelling .... that day i just changed the number in my I-Pod ... and song was ... Sasural genda phool ... have heard it many a times ... but this times ... it clicked what does it actually mean ??

Immediately, I called my mom and asked ... why do we call Sasural as Genda phool(Marigold flower) and she explained me ...

As marigold is one flower whose every leaf/petal is a complete flower in itself and Marigold is complete and beautiful flower only if all the petals are together bonded ... Similarly... We have all the reltions in Sasural... Husband, in-laws.. Some sweet and some tangy ... some salty .. and its very important to keep all the relations bonded just like the flower ... so the beauty of family always remains cherished ... In marigold few petals are small, not so beautiful and a little pale ... but when they are seen together bonded .. no one looks at the flaws of that single petal ... its always admired .. and when every single petal is beautiful enough but not closely bonded ... it ruins the beauty of the whole flower ... So ... when it comes to Sasural ... It should be like Genda phool !!!

First Job!!

I just typed a mail whose subject qoutes "Adieu" that means Good bye ... Seems like it has been just few days ... We , Batch of 463 , freshers ... a combination from all the colleges .. some from south .. few from north .. west .. east ... that was a huge conference room, two HR standing in the front ... trying to lower down the noise.... trying to make us laugh ... telling us the Do's and Dont's ... like first rule ... dont call any one SIR or MAM... which voilates our college rule .. :)and then lot of sessions on e-mail ethics, code of business conducts ... dress code policy .... Wow... it was looking like we gonna have a disciplined ... Corporate wali life ... and we actually had a beautiful time ....

Our training batch .... shouting like kids ... waiting for lunch breaks as we used to do in college ... First salary ... First shopping from own money ... first treat ... first gift ....

Never felt .. that we are actually out of our college and we are already in into new phase of life ... 3 months of full enjoyment ... made few frends for life time ... And!!

Boss..... now this is the time to work ... Get to ur work... else u will be left far behind ... and we got so indulged into our work ... 2 years passed ...

Am writing this mail .... and searching all the contacts whom I met from day 1 in this organisation ... Something was going far off .. as I was submitting my ID card , my access card ... My chronos ..... I still dont know why am leaving this place ..... Am just going ....

Is this the way life should be ?? Moving on always for changes ... Will we be ever satisfied with what we have ... will we ever learn to work with our colleauges rather than working against them ??