I miss my barbie!!!

Long time ago... when I was a little girl, like any other girl I was crazy for Barbie.... Once I had been to a shopping complex with my mom and without looking left or right , I just moved directly into a Barbie shop and my eyes sparkled when I saw that Birthday Barbie... She was wearing a light pink gown with lots of stars on her dress and a beautiful bracelet in her hand which exactly complemented her gown...She had nice pink sandals which were glittering and a delicate crown over her hair.... She was looking like a princess. For a second I thought, “Isn’t this how Cinderella would have dressed when she met her prince charming!” I pulled my mom to that shop and showed it to her and asked to buy it...Well it was little out of budget or in other words ...very costly.. Hmmm… My mom shouted at me and said "u already have three Barbie’s, what will u do with this!! I am not going to waste money on this.." Mom was a little rude and strict this time... and within no time I realized, if I do not use my last weapon... my Barbie will be very soon out of my sight and I did not want to lose her... and then what, without delaying anymore, I started crying loudly and mom tried to pull my hand and asked me to get inside the car... but I was quite a stubborn girl... I stood on the middle of road and cried louder and louder and after some time I started having hiccups (imagine my condition!!!!), and people standing there were staring at my mom... as if she had done a big offense ... an uncle came to my mom and said "she is just asking for a Barbie, why are you so ruthless?" Well finally I won and my beautiful Barbie was in my hand....I didn't open that packet for a long time because I had a fear that she would get dirty....I just admired her beauty from a distance... I was so possessive of her, I never allowed my sister also to touch it... and when any small kids came to my home, I just hid her... but that unfortunate day ... I forgot to hide her, when one of my uncle's daughter came... well she was more stubborn then me... and that time I was in ninth standard.. she was just 6 years old... and my parents thought that I am was no longer that affectionate towards my Barbie... she took my Barbie and I kept standing there helplessly... that was the last time I saw my Barbie...she was so special for me... I cried the whole night... I miss u my Barbie!

My School!!

When we talk about our school, we talk about the extra curriculum activities , how many times our school won state and national prizes, how many merit holders and blah blah!!!... its a usual way of praising our SCHOOL... Well when I talk about my School... its entirely different... my school was almost 3 KMs away from my home, and yes there was a ani gompa(monastry), next to my school, where they had a big apple garden... they had two big dogs for their security and to save apples from 'US' .... Wow... i still have the taste of that fresh apple that we use to steal from there...We hardly had classes, most of the time we had holiday for no reason.... or simple reasons like if there is heavy snowfall... school off!! heavy rainfall.... school off!! awesum na... an ideal school....believe me if 20% students pass in board exams, its a real achievement for us... Actually discipline really doesnt mean much in our school, except for the Football matches we had in school.... It was compulsory for every student to attend the football session...hmmm... very particular in that... and there were many more things....but inspite of all those this things , good or bad... it was "my school" and it will always be... and am really proud of to be part of that school ... its a part of my identity... thanks for that.. I love my school!!!!

ROCK OFF!!!

i just unlocked my system .... and as usual i dont have much work to do and no one to chat also and still 2 long hours to go back home...HUh!!! already had 6 cup of tea... so finally am going to write a blog... its no different from my past two blogs ... as always ... something about my experience!!
Well , last week i have been to see a movie ..... u all might be knowing it... the one movie in which every actor have long long beautiful hair in first half ... u know what, education really have great impact on us, see in this movie after becoming professionals , they all cut their hair... good thing to analyse!! I never knew that mumbai is such a small town that u can be on stage in couple of minutes from heavy traffic ... i had such a bad misconception about mumbai... Sorry , no offence!!
Well again, i always thought that airport is a place from where flights take off but i never knew that cruise also start from airport... this is a real fascinating fact ... thanks to director for putting this point in front of us... just by one show u can become rich , u can become famous fashion designer.... and lot more... and and and i have so many things to tell about this movie but i really dont want to hurt emotions of few .... ppl who loved this movie... no offense at all... my experiences is purely mine...

25th june - Experience of first campus!

Its 6 'o clock in the morning.... we all were in hurry to get ready... proper college uniform, no mistakes... white full sleeves shirt, blue jeans and shoes.. one hand resume and mark sheets(lot many copies of mark sheet, if in case we get selected so everything should be ready...) and on the other hand R.S Aggarwal logical and analytical.. huh!!! then we played our lucky song and dhup batti to god and as usual ashu took her lucky rosery and locked our room.It was heavy rain outside, cant afford to get WET... after all we were going for our campus interview.... so planned not to go by our bike, we will go by auto... well it was a costly decision to take but then also , anything for our 2.8 package job. Then we went to auto stand, as always i fought with him and did a fare deal to go MIT by 100... i am too good in bargaining actually...
It was 8'o clock wen we reached there, and at 8.30 it was scheduled... half an hour more to go... was feeling hungry but cant eat ... we all were in so much tension ... everyone was looking at each other, saying all the best and yes everyone was saying... "i just came to give it like this only, just for experiences, i hardly care if i get it or not..... " BUT in reality everyone wants to be in this BIG company called IBM .... and then their pre placement talk ... all the good part of their company, their achievements, activities and fun and blah blah blah!!! But they never mentioned that they throw ppl out like this... well every coin has its two sides.. they told us about their aptitude paper, it was for almost an hour with three sections... with no technical questions.. good for me!!
And then we started our paper... u know what, that paper was so easy... i just completed it before time... and i was really happy that i am gona get it.... but ... its not always what we think... after two hours result came ... and i was no where in that list ... that is my luck... may be bcoz i was destined to go somewhere else... I have learnt one thing in my first campus.... the words spoken by the HR of Company... he said"if u dont get it , dont think that u r not able enough, just think that, that one hour my luck didn't supported me.. thats it " his words were so striking... and yeah consoling also... its story of my first campus!!!

story of moti and that dark nite

It was an afternoon in april, i have been out for my tuition classes... those boring maths classes! huh!!! Mom was at home and dad was out for some meeting... and suddenly i got a call from home .... my mom was crying and asked me to come home as soon as possible... There was heavy snowfall outside but somehow i managed to go home early.When i reached at the entrance gate of my home , my sweet little tomi came to me and started playing with me... but it was little strange for me as moti is one who always comes first... it looked a bit wierd but then i went inside and discovered my mom crying like anything and she was only saying one thing... either moti will stay in this home or me... actually she was actin like kid.... i asked her what happened then she told me that moti meshed badly with the colony ppl and they dont want to see her .... my mom felt very insulted and she was only crying and crying... she said that "we will take moti out of town and will just leave her there". That moment, i was not in condition to oppose mom but i cant think how i am gonna live without moti... they were my only friend in that strange and unknown city. I never felt that i am alone when they were with me... they understand me so well and i use to tell them all my secrets... Ppl say they cant talk but they can express their feelings and i use to understand them so well... Oh i moved out of my story ... sorry for that ... well at around 3'o clock dad came and my mom again started shouting and pa has no other option, he finally took his car and took moti ... moti was looking so innocent that moment as if she has really not done anything... Dad came after almost 1 hour and and he came alone ... When i dint saw moti i started crying and for the first time i saw dad crying... we three were so upset that day and tomi came to me and it seemed , his eyes were askin me ... where is moti? all nite me and dad were thinking that moti will come now , if any dog barks we just go out to see if moti is there... but she wasn't there.... finally i went to bed to sleep and i could hear my mom sobbing... actually whatever she did it was only in anger .. she never wanted to do this... it was the longest nite in my life ... and then finally finally ... my dad woke up at 4am and said "neetu lets go and find moti, i cant imagine my moti dying out of hunger or by any truck or something". We started from our home, it was the time wen moon goes down and sun hasnt come... it was total dark and all eucalyptus trees on both the sides kind of horror but we went and guess what we found moti exactly at the place where dad dropped her .. the moment i opened the door to take her inside, she jumped into the car ...she sat on my lap and i saw tears in her eyes... i hugged her tightly and promised that we will never do this again... it happened almost 8 years back and she died last year... I am writing this today becoz its complete one year, she died .... i miss her and tomi... they were my all time companion... Miss u my darling moti!!!